My first Birthday Without my Sugar Coconut! It's been 82 days you went to eternal rest. 82 days since my world came falling apart. 82 days since a big hole surfaced in my heart. And today, I am a year older but the experience I have gathered in these past weeks has aged me immensely. I feel as though I've had the whole world drop their problems at my doorstep. I may have lost a bit of my mind too. But in all of this, I am thankful for life. I played myself a video recording of you singing the birthday song for me last year. And kissing me endlessly... I wish you didn't have to go but I'm thankful that I knew you, that I mothered you that you made me feel adequate. I am thankful for Irebami and Tunde. I am thankful that I am no longer angry at the world. I love you still my Larondo, the prettier one