We lit a candle for you today! Wow! It's been a year. We have lived a whole year without you. It has not been easy. It has been some sort of hell or purgatory. Nothing has remained the same my love. I have mourned you for the last twelve months my Larondo, The hole your demise left in my heart is still bleeding, Self consolation is my last resort, I have no one else but me to console me. I kept you out of the eye of the storm. I chose to mourn you alone. No mention of you in the social media, although I have read all 363 posts on this blog. I have watched all your videos, I have looked through all your pictures. I also went to see that special piece of the earth where your mortal body rests. Just last week your sister wished upon a star and now she believes wishes don't come true. Because she wished you would come back home by the time she returned from school. She misses you so much, maybe more than us adults. You were her playmate, her partner ...