I know it's not a dream but I wish I would wake up and heave a sigh of relief that this nightmare is not real.
My sweet little one, my darling Modebare. I have loved you since the first day I set my eyes on you. You actually made it impossible to not love you. My sweet girl.
I have promised to not question God Again but I look forward to seeing you again and you will tell me all about it. Why you had to leave so young with a part of me. I have died over and over with every tear that dropped from my eyes.
My darling, how I grieve at your death. The dreams I had built of you all shattered!
The memories we made together are priceless my darling. Your sister is distraught and confused at the same time. She is wondering why she cannot be an angel too and thinks its unfair you get to skip school. She misses you so much.
We have to give her another sister or brother not because we can replace you but because we want you to come back and share our lives. Please come back to me my Sweetie and I will know it's you. I'll peep into our newborn's eyes and hope to see you somewhere in there my baby. I love you Mode and I will forever do.
Thank you for the opportunity to have been your mother, thank you my Nadya, my hope
My sweet little one, my darling Modebare. I have loved you since the first day I set my eyes on you. You actually made it impossible to not love you. My sweet girl.
I have promised to not question God Again but I look forward to seeing you again and you will tell me all about it. Why you had to leave so young with a part of me. I have died over and over with every tear that dropped from my eyes.
My darling, how I grieve at your death. The dreams I had built of you all shattered!
The memories we made together are priceless my darling. Your sister is distraught and confused at the same time. She is wondering why she cannot be an angel too and thinks its unfair you get to skip school. She misses you so much.
We have to give her another sister or brother not because we can replace you but because we want you to come back and share our lives. Please come back to me my Sweetie and I will know it's you. I'll peep into our newborn's eyes and hope to see you somewhere in there my baby. I love you Mode and I will forever do.
Thank you for the opportunity to have been your mother, thank you my Nadya, my hope
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